I am Ethan. Or, I'd like to be. I have this dream that I want to start over with... everything. My life, my friendships, what I remember, anything that can come to my mind. Until I can do that, I'll deal with my current life. I'm a proud gay guy who's happily out, and I'm not afraid to belt out my share of feelings. If anyone is familiar with Buffy and One Tree Hill, that sums me up completely. I'm a strange blend of Oz, Peyton, Anya, and Lucas; that's what makes me so emotional at times. I'm still trying to find the person who can handle that.